I just finished Kuroshitsuji, I was too busy crying to get the moral behind the story and now I'm going to watch it over ToT

Listening to Keep Breathing by Ingrid Michaelson cause it seems fitting and it seems to sooth me when I'm upset *sigh*

I haven't been active recently, I apologize for that. I'm trying
AP has be so frustrated, I makes me want to give up but I won't allow myself, I have to prove to myself that I can do good!
Life is just frustrating in itself. I know it's a little stupid to dump my feelings on a journal that so little follow but I feel like I need to update and all I have to talk about is what is going on with life

My friend and I are doing good, the one from our cosplays, unfortunately school has swollen her life in whole and when she isn't at school she's with her bf, totally fine, I understand but I really miss her. I feel sad without her to brighten things up. Stupid that I depend on so many people... I feel I should be a bit more dependent instead of relying on my friends to pick me up every time I'm stumbling. But still, I miss her. I hope she is doing well with life. I hope she is happy more importantly.

Enough of that, no need to bore you, Sorry if I have
I really hope you enjoy your days and cherish all around you
I'll try to update more often when I get done with the play

Thankyou to all who follow me <3

Sincerely Kira-chan